My boys are little extra important today. Don’t know what I’d do without them. Proudest crazy cat momma.
Really good weekend with the boy. Lots of talking about stuff. Plus enchiladas, vapor genie, podcasts, morning sex, and pancakes.
I missed swimming for the first time today. I’m actually really sad. I think my skin is appreciating the brief break from chlorine though. My face has already started to get rashy and irritated. Definitely back to it tomorrow though. I love how it feels to spend even just 30-40 minutes in the pool every day. And I think my stamina will improve really quickly.
Meeting a potential new therapist for the first time tomorrow. I’m really nervous. I hate the initial get-to-know-you session. Really hoping she’ll be a good fit though. She’s pretty young, is a clinical and forensic psychologist, openly swears in emails, and has a special interest in cancer.
Fingers crossed. I think it could be good.
Bizarre realization: i actually enjoying cleaning my apartment?
Or at least, I get enough satisfaction and pride out of keeping my space nice that it makes it totally worth it.
I’ve even managed to clear out my fridge regularly enough to avoid having yo deal with anything TOO fuzzy and horrifying.
My only real weak area is the floor still. I am a terrible sweeper, and my vacuum is an ineffective $15 POS. It’s ok though, Raymond always sweeps when he comes over, cause he’s a little priss who doesn’t like stepping on anything gritty.
I went swimming. It was fantastic. I’m going to go every day while I have time. Definitely the only real exercise that doesn’t make me feel like death right now. So yeah, lets do this.
Is it weird that the primary place Paul Francis and I have bonding time is when I’m on the toilet?
My whole body hurts cause I got to ride the Derby yesterday. And his owner and trainer were there and were all impressed with me and it was kind of amazing. I so miss riding for real. Like riding consistently, with a goal for improving.
Anyway, despite lots of ow I went and bought my swimming pass. So starting tomorrow, no excuses.
And I walked a mile to Aldi and bought gf stuff. And cleaned the kitchen. And the whole day I’ve been listening to Professor Blastoff.
I’ve missed podcasts. And I love having Tig in my brain all day.